唱K记

‌今天约朋友去唱K，“我们都傻”是今天唱K最触景伤情的一首歌，人生中还真的是第一次唱歌唱到泪奔，是很难得的经历啦。歌词的句句刺进心头，不哭对不起自己。今天也把房间大扫除，是时候把我们的回忆封锁在一个我完全不想触碰的角落。直到哪天我释怀了，再看它吧。经过这次经历，老实说我不敢再相信爱情，尤其我爱你这三个字，你曾经常常挂在嘴边。。如今就成了一句废话而已。各位，给不起承诺，就别轻易的说我爱你。。你永远不知道这三个字可以杀死多少人! 我最爱的big bang taeyang 要结婚去了，一定要幸福快乐哟! 悲伤的是Shinee 的 jonghyun 选择离开人世，愿在另一个世界的他会幸福。

致2018年的自己

再过两个星期2017即将结束。这一年发生很多愉快也有悲伤的事。 在这两个星期，就让我继续休息，颓废一下下。2018 年，承诺我自己会变成更好的人。

Breakup D4 still feeling pain but I guess it's over. No tears drop anymore, thumbs up for myself! maybe I cried too much and the quota habis! When browse through fb insta, all the news feed are full of wedding photos. Yea..I know these few weeks gonna be tough for me but I will stay strong! Today is my coursemate pre wedding day, glad to meet up with her before the wedding tomorrow. Due to some "unexpected" incidents happened earlier and she started felt worried about tomorrow's wedding. Joey, it's your big day tomorrow! everything will be fine,  just enjoy and go through this.  It will be a special memory in your life. =)

Breakup D3，nothing getting better. I can't sleep well，no appetite to eat, and even will cry in my dream. This is not ME! My friends will drag me out no matter how busy are they because when I'm outside, I think lesser. When I'm back to the room, everything just like a flashback keep appear in my mind and I just can't control my tears again and again. How long this could last? I guess I'm really heartbroken and hurt deeply. First time ever in my life, I hope it's last time as well.

再见了我最爱的你

曾经以为能够走到最后原来一切只是泡沫，在我一年里最爱的十二月，我们就这样—分手了, 而且你还还选择在我朋友生日的这一天! 以后会想起。。感觉滋味真的不太好受。朋友们都说好突然，我也觉得突然，突然到我有点不知所措。我还能做什么, 既然你决定为钱途下了决定，缠住你也不是办法。 就祝你幸福快乐， 写下这篇纪念我死去的爱情。虽然我应该会在何时何地都会流下眼泪，不过请别吓到。这是过渡期，但愿我不会有天我不再哭了，不再心痛了，就代表我痊愈了。